I have grown so much in the last four months, learning on a curve, sometimes flying by the seat of my pants, but still growing. Some days my brain hurts from information overload, but still I want more. I so want to see the individuals in this program succeed. I want them to taste the flavors of success and accomplishment. I already see the pride in their eyes coming through in pictures that don't lie. That's what it's all about, giving someone a sense of self worth that once was not there.
So I continue on, pressing towards the goal. Working towards a greater good, after all it's not a sprint, but a marathon. I constantly think how can I improve this or that? What can we do different? What is working, what isn't working. It's amazing how consuming passion can be, but it keeps my brain firing on all 4 cylinders, maybe even upgrading it to a V-6, with the eventual goal of a V-8. It keeps me sane. It keeps me grounded. I just wish it would pay the mortgage, but when one is doing what they are passionate about, "the universe will provide" a friend has unknowingly reminded me, more times than she knows.
It's life changing to have something to believe in and work towards. And it's challenging and fun to be part of an organization that is still strictly a startup. Changing lives, one at a time!
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